My situation is at its midpoint downturn . . (I think)
all that`s holding me up is the thought of summer,
and the thought of you . . .

but the what if`s have me all tangled up in a daze . .


it`s redic, this is redic, i`m redic .
do you know, do you know?

i wish you did, I`m too scared though . .

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
Cause hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand
And show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries. . .

So hear I am still holding on . .

__Kris Allen, you are amazing .


He has to know, he just has to . .

"...so much about about this crazy game that they call love
that I`m trying to understand..."

I`m passed the infatuation phase . . .
I`m making it difficult for myself . . .
I`m in need for you . . .

call me selfish .

"We smile for the casual closure capturing
There goes the downpour . . "

If only you knew . .

I need to be honest,
but the words being spoken from my mouth to your ears . .
is rather difficult . . .

What an amazing weekend .

I did not studying whatsoever, because there was no work needed to be done,
but I really should be constantly reviewing for BIO . Oh dear me .

so here`s the catch, i`ve got you
roaming endlessly through the depths of my head,
should you stay or should you go?
I`m keeping you boy, i`m containing you up in this noodle of mine .
I`ve got no extreme words to get by, but hence,
boy you are most def making sense .

Chao
Good Days .

How do I get you out of my head?

She said that I should`nt try to get you out of there,
so I guess I am letting you stay . . .

It has been a year,
a darn long year . . . it`s about time you should know . . .

What a nite .
S E V E N T E E N started off with a B A N G .
Could not have it any other way .

Mad Love, Mad Love .


"She partieeed haaard alrite ."



CHAO .
Good Days .

• J2 SCREENING TOMORROW; GOTTA LOOK FLY .
• DRESS & HEELS SHOPPING WITH MEH LADIES TOMORROW .
• SEVENTEENTH BASH ON SATURDAY .
• MUST FIND A SONG TO PERFORM ASAP .

So that`s my list of things to do in the mean while .

So alrite, I have to finally come out and admit . . . Being singular is most definitely getting to me . . . this whole fiasco of having fantasies of particular eye candies and the male gender is becoming a habit of mine, which before was very unlikely . So here are a few of them just to throw it out there . . ; O __________________________

BRIAN PUSPOS .
During and After Season 2 of ABDC, Oh gosh you had me hooked . . .
I`m not a big fan of earings on guys, but them black studs . . there is just something about them . . *sighs*
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME TO VANCOUVER AND DO A WORKSHOP .
I`VE GOT TO SEE YOU !!! D:



TAYLOR LAUTNER
I am not a big fan of white boys, but oh my goodness . . .



PENN BADGLEY
Alrite, so I know . . some of you are like . . BLECH!? Maybe? . . But I have this thing for guys with dark hair and dark rings or dark shades around their eyes, a bonus if their eyes are light coloured, but please . . .



GABE BONDOC

Finally . .
I am literally INLOVE with Gabe Bondoc .
Who would not fall in love with a boy who plays the guitar and has an amazing voice and and and . .
I have to sayy . . .The sideburns . . The Five O`Clock Shadoww . . .
GAAAHHHH <3>

So here are the pro`s and con`s . .

Life is quite swell I`d have to say, for the most part . . .

• So my birthday is in 8 days;
  I am turning 17 and yet I still do not have the keys to the house.
• I dyed my hair today, and well . . .
  black most def. does not suite me anymore ) :
• Math 11 is killing me.
• Programming 11 is killing me.
• Grade Eleven PERIOD, is killing me.
• 22 days left of school,
• Hang in there Fran, you`re almost to summer.
• June 16th: I cannot believe I still re call, it`ll be a year of being singular.
  Amen.
• Summer body is not coming anytime soon, I haven`t gotten off my bum.
• Where in the world is my motivation?
• Dear Employers, please call me, I`d love to work for you.
  I am a broke joker :x

I`d say FML, but I`d rather LML .
Let us pray that good karma will make its way to me . . .

PS. You make me smile, it hurts .


Good Days .

She ain`t leveling with you .

So here`s my situation;
my minds over populated with overwhelming amounts of bad news,
but once in awhile I get the feeling that you could change it all and maybe its worth a try;
I could fall right back even harder and I might die

Here`s my nervous breakdown, `cause i'm still confused everyday;
your words are far too much to handle, each and every hour of every day . . .

You`re not the one that I want,
you`re not the kind to understand,
you`re not the one to keep me sane,
would you even dare to let me paint my entire world,
turn it upside down and inside out?
It`s just not you . . .


Good Days .

Lord, Love; just do the leveling with me now please .

Mama said think before you speak
Mama said look before you do
Mama said feel before you take
the inferring comes from within .

I pursued before I prayed .

No human being ever told me that it would be such a sinful choice;
To forget what I’ve done, silhouette til the good Lord come.
All he knows is distance
We’re close and then we run
I`m trying to kiss away the difference . . .
This is not my forte .